And so, Sally can wait

Things have been till now been very unlucky and bad for me.
Things are not going my way I want.

And I've been trying very hard - put on a facade. My friends are concerned bout me, I know.
When I'm all ready to escape, something happens that pulls me back, and I know it's not as easy as it seems.. I know I'm not in any way natural, but I'm trying my best not to. Trying..

And now, some friends wants to see here. Should I?