i don't what to say...

Seriously i dont know how to explain how i feel right now. A couple of hours ago was me and Ariel's farewell dinner in office. Food was nice, the people there shared their life stories, how they joined the office and other stuffs.

Until a point where everyone had to give speech on how they feel about us leaving the company and stuffs. Never i knew (not sure for Ariel, but at least for me) that i could help the company in some ways or another. Suddenly i felt a minor importance from me, to the others.

And because me and my friends don't really praise each other, the praises/remarks i received today by my colleagues, one by one totally tooked me by surprise. I didn't expect i was like that to them, being so generous to their praises, even though i never thought i was that good as they thought. This greatly compensated to my low self-esteem and confidence. Seriously grateful and enjoyed the days i've worked there. The people here are generally nice.

Thanks to Joke, Melvin, Weimin, Rebecca, Yu Jin, Dianna, Dewi, Jo, Jane, Eugene and Allan.

I couldn't express my thanks to another person im grateful to is my partner/fling/friend/colleague/bestie, Ariel. Because we're too close, I've never really said "thank you" to her personally, or even praised her. But I hope you know how much i love you and dote on you at the end, even though i scold you and hate you at times. I have no wish to explain our simple yet complex relationship, which I've did umpteen times. (And yes, she has a boyfriend.)

From since i've known her all the way from Year 1, there were times (or rather, everytime) when i'm slow, stupid, dumb, failing to do this and that, all the way till now working with her, i guess she's the only person that always tolerate my shits (and i'll tolerate hers), and would be grateful to her about it. It must be such a tough time. Thanks Ah Bao! And remember, i don't actually mean what i've always said, like how fat you are, you being a bimbo and other mean stuffs. You do have your strengths and in fact, even much more than me.

When I first started SIP, i wished it would end quickly. When the time has come, i somehow hated the parting. Such irony. But then i wouldn't come to a stage like i would cry like how Ariel did, but just a little missing the guys there.

Sorry for the wordy post, as i just wanted to release something from within. Today just isn't quite me.

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ahh. ouchhh!

where does the pain come from?
why does it happen in the first place?

It have been ages since I've experienced this and would say you would never want to feel this way, this intensifying pain.

it felt so stabbed into, and such a piercing pain coming from a unknown source. Pain seems to come from everywhere, making me wanting to care about nothing else.

Tell you what, let me just catch some sleep first.

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Bugis shopping spreeeeeeee!

Went to Orchard for almost every week, but could not get anything most of the time. But today me and the rest went to Bugis for the first time since dont know when, and i swept at least $200 plus of stuffs. The feeling is great... :)

my card swipes for:
- Checked shirt. ($38.90), flip-flop ($16.90), t-shirt ($20.90) from Messy (Bugis Street)
- "The Flash" t-shirt, and "The Joker" t-shirt ($39.00 each) from D.C Comics.
- Black berms from Giordano ($34.30)
- The Beatles and "i-pood" t-shirt (freaking cute, with someone sitting a toilet bowl!) ($10 each) from Bugis Street.

Total damage for the day : $209 (Damages once a while is still fine!)

Gayness to be revealed:
- Me, Shaoqi and Weili have the same flip-flops (different colours)
- Me and Felix have the same "The Flash" (totally the same) and "i-pood" t-shirt (different colour)
- Me and Weili have the same berms (different colours)

I'm happy boy now! HAHA. Not totally because of shopping today, aiya just feel soooooo happy! :):)

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Busy part 2

Today has been a busy day too.

And this (pretty :P) Clara jiejie has this strong & weird (but not smelly) fragrance around her. It always smelt like Orea/chocolate cookie and its freaking strong! When i smell already, always feel so hungry. :)

And i asked her, she say it's actually a chocolate body lotion. It's called "Hot Wickedly Chocolate" from Bath & Body Works. The name already sooooo chocolately. My nose...

Again, we finally finished (almost) all the work there. Left at 7.30PM. Yawns.

And let me consider if i wanna continue work after my SIP. Haiz.

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i'm a busy man!

Early in the morning yesterday, i went to Methodist Church in Singapore (MCS), under this department called Methodist Welfare Services (MWS). Since the server is up already, we need to change them to a new network.

There are about 20 steps each to do so, with 20-30 users around. Work is freaking tedious. And lunch is seriously pathetic for a fatty like me. The food portion in ACS (Anglo-Chinese School)'s canteen is sooooo little lah! All of us also think so. I think it's because there are many pri sch students.

And we stayed until 7-8PM yesterday to finish only HALF of the total staff. And this is only part A (got part B and C too) .

This morning, we tried to finish up the rest. And today don't know why started to know more staff there. They are so friendly lah.

There's this pretty jiejie called Clara, that i think she really liked me (as a small boy), treating me very nicely all the time.
And this guy called David that kept talking to me, and joking around, made me really like a friend to them. Haha. These two really made the whole company like a fish market all the time! NOISY! :D

And today part B took very long and many things cropped up along the way. Left their office at 8PM.

Tomorrow i'm going to their office again... Kinda missing my office liao lah.
So tired alsoooo...

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ROCK ON BABY!

Went to CMPB feeling extremely scared. Together with Kelvin, Shaoqi and Felix. With those bastards scaring me along the way, i feel even worse. Like saying im too fat to find my veins, and it's time to lose some weight. The medic will poke me many many times and the needle will break and all those crap.

Reached there at 10AM, which is the appointment time. Had to place our handphones (camera ones) in the lockers at the entrance. Quite a number of tests there, some not appropriate to mention here. :)

Okay, the blood test part. Before going in, my hands was really sweaty and cold. The medic was quite friendly, and started to chat with him. He started drawing blood and heard the needle was really freaking thick (i didn't take a single glance at my arm). And he drew 2 tubes of blood unknowingly! Wtf.

Okay lah. It wasnt that pain/scary afterall, pure scaring myself. But now the wound got blueblack (bruise) already!

And last test was the super duper time consuming one. We were to come back after lunch for the IQ test, and was still not ready when we were back. Started 10AM, ended medical stuffs 11AM, started IQ test at 2PM. Dragy. And poor Shaoqi lost his (semi-new) handphone there. Sian.

And I got into PES A! Combat fit okay! But no use if i've failed NAPFA. :(

We went Vivo after that for dinner at BK. Was really funny there with the stupid jokes! (even though we don't look like that in the pics) :D


Ah thats me.


Kelvin.

Felix.

Shaoqi


OWNING! (Still looking 'chio'!)

(And many thanks to those whose have encouraged me for the injection thingy! :X)

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OH F.

Yeah tomorrow is my CMPB. And i'm feeling low and lousy.

I'm really farking scared. This is what you call by the trypanophobia, the phobia of injections and needles. No one understands how i feel lah, this has been my fear since young.

At this moment, i feel more calm and relaxed already, thanks to some encouragement here and there. Let them draw all the blood they want lah, hopefully to put my blood to good use eventually.

Damn, don't really feel like typing anymore.

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i'm happy today!

Yes i am!

Went to meet up with Felix and Weili to proceed with our SOP every saturday. Haha! Just don't know why everything went smoothly as i wanted!

But oh no! This coming tuesday is my CMPB medical checkup. Blood donation! I super scared of injections lah. GG.

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after such a long time..

Today boss sent me to Sim Lim to collect some stuffs before going down to MCS to drop the items. I waited for that Fuwell guy for so long lah. After dropping the stuffs, i can go off already.

Around 9 plus going to 10, went to CP to meet BOB4. For what huh? FOR PRATA OF COURSE! It's been super super duper duper long since we went already. But before that we went for some light dim sum at the JK (Jalan Kayu) area.

When we started our prata, i come to think. We (all of us) used to hog at least 2 tables for the amount of people went. Now leaving only the pathetic 4 of us there. Haha.

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100th POST!

Welcome to my 100th post! :D

At office today, i did major tidying to the equipment racks. Before that, was totally like a messy and unbearable equipments rubbish dump.

I've sorted up the different types and categories of those, and it's neater now. Haha. So proud of it now! But it took me don't know how long to clear those shits lah. And you know the amount of dust i've sniffed in anot?! My nose felt so itchy all day long!

I remember this graphic card that i dug out, dust is not those you normally see. It's super black in colour and is in powdery form. Wtf.

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i feel so weary!

While waiting for the lift at office today, i happen to glance over this very tall and slim jiejie. On top of that, she's also very pretty! She had this totally (appeared-to-be) flawless skin. I really didn't know my office had such a stunning one. Haha. But i guess it's all the makeup that does the job!

Felt really tired as i didnt had any tasks to do at office. Was so bored that i camped Wikipedia almost the whole day, reading up articles regarding The Solar System, Greek Mythology, Human Beings, Earth, blah blah blah.

And after lunch, the time was super hard to pass. Another article/fact that i've read is that in the afternoon after lunch, humans will tend to feel sleepy, especially if it's rich in carbohydrates. And i kept dozing off while surfing the web! Damn sian! :(



am i feeling the right way?

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Err. I...

Recently, I've been listening to this song. This old chinese song by Alex To. It's very nice and it feels so...
Aiya, just listen to it.


杜德偉 - 鍾愛一生

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Mr Brightside.

I was the last to leave yesterday, so i was holding the key. This morning i saw Jane waiting outside the office door already. Paiseh lor.

Dianna's daughter, Tacia, came and created havoc lah. Haha. But she's so cute leh. After work, me, Weimin, Joke and Ariel couldn't stand the hunger, so we had dim sum nearby. It was really delicious!

Went home, then went out again. But the timing was postponed due to the heavy rain. Got Felix, Weili, Shaoqi and Shaowei. Went to Topman and got my jeans finally. Me and Felix got the same pair. Haha.



After deciding and finishing our dinner, i suggested watching a movie. Went ahead with AVP2 despite the lousy comments. Was rather nice, but just that it ended quite abrupt.

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MUAHAHAHAHA!

Boss sent me to this dental at some hospital. Then we had lunch there, since i wasn't needed to go to Aptus Law Corp. already. He talked lots of stuffs to me, from the company all the way to uni matters.

He was very nice to treat me lunch! Haha. When we reached office, he asked me to take something from his car, and then i took..


YES I'M ON A HONDA WISH'S STEERING WHEEL! :)

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pictures that came late.

Some foodies.. during caleen's birthday at sakae sushi.

the birthday girl.



(From the top, left to right)
Weili, Tong Kiat, Junlong, Andy, Kelvin, Me, Shanel, Caleen, Kok Boon, Felix.

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alternatives.

Went to Aptus Law Corp. at Shenton Way area for some setting up stuffs. As the company name suggests, it's a law firm. But what really surprised me is that, besides me and my colleagues, the rest of the company are all females! OMG!

But there's indeed some pretty lawyer/secretary jiejie(s)! HAHA! :)

Heard this from the radio yesterday, and totally LOVED IT..........
I heard that song long long time ago, but didn't appreciate that then. Yes I'm a bit wols (read backwards), as this song is all the way from the 90s.

Here..

Nirvana - Smells like teen spirit.

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REALLY OUCH LOR

Eating lunch was really painful today, with those new wires. Plus mum bought fried chicken for dinner. Sigh. Nvm, i got used already. Tomorrow will be better.

The picture above is rubber bands i hook on every night. They got Japan (SO-SO POWER) and Switzerland (EVEN MORE POWER) ones. I'll be using the Switzerland for now. PAIN LIAO. :(


Swit = Smaller circumference, more pulling power, more pain.

I get to go home early today, and thus decided to have a 30 min jog. Was a sweaty yet refreshing one. Ran 2 and a half rounds around the neighbourhood. Cooool. :)

After in the night, dont know what i ate made me had a terrible tummyache! Must be that kopi-peng i drunk in the morning! Damn!

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The ouch day (that happens monthly).

Its not menstruation lah.

Went for dental appointment today. Doc changed a new set of wires and tightened it. Everything came true on how tricia cursed me yesterday! Nvm, recently my friends made me happy and hopefully this could make me forget the pain!

Good luck to me for the next few days/meals!

Saw the link from eamonn's nick and found it quite nice.

Aerosmith's I don't wanna miss a thing (Piano version)

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HEY YEAH!

These few days have gone quite smoothly for me.

My bosses and the rest have came back from the U.S. Weimin and Melvin got Vodka as their present! I wanted it but Joke said i was underage, and got me chocolates instead. -.- But anyway, thanks for the chocs.

Had an haircut too.

No one is the office today. So Joke might as well give us interns a day off. Haha. So i made use of it and dota-ed until 3am yesterday. :)

Went out with the guys again plus Kel's friend, Shaowei. Until now, Felix is still undecided about the Topman jeans. I think i'm probably getting it next week, hope he gets it with me.

And i've got a new target already. No, not BGR. It's a Ralph Lauren Polo Tee. Either the white or black classic. Not the big horse one, that one damn poser. For me, small one can already. Hehe.

But wait, i need a sponsor. HI MUM! :)

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Olive green? Silver?

If you are still using that Windows XP Style theme (provided you're using WinXP), regardless of it being Blue, Olive Green or Silver, i would like to ask you a question.

Aren't you sick and tired of the ugly colours? I don't know you. For me, i hate those. I've been using that for don't know how many years, and have been facing those same themes in school, work and also everywhere that is using Win XP.

If you just need something simple, yet BETTER colour schemes, i would introduce you the BLACK theme not officially released by Microsoft. It's only found in Win XP Media Centre Edition. Thou it's quite a old download, i seriously love it to bits (now). Hehe.


nice right? i like it lah. so futuristic. :)



Here comes the instructions.
1) Download the theme files from:

Download Royale Noir (.ZIP) [403K]
Download Royale Noir (.RAR) [232K]

2) Extract files to “C:\windows\resources\themes\royale noir”
3) Double click on “luna.msstyles”
4) Select “Noir” from “Color Scheme”
5) Enjoy!

I shall not be liable for any damage, errors, problem or whatsoever with you computer. Change at your own risk. :)



Oh no! It goes so freaking well with my Firefox theme! :D

credits: Royale Noir: secret XP theme uncovered (download)

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CALEEN QUEK

Today is of course the new year, but also my best friend, caleen quek's birthday!

Something bad to confess. Meeting time was supposedly 1PM. But i only got to wake up when caleen herself called me up! Yes i was late again (i thought). Haha.

Later i got to know meeting time was then changed to 2PM.

I immediately rushed down to Sakae Sushi at Funan IT Mall, then to meet the guys. We settled down at the restaurant ard 2PM. But then the girls are still not here yet! They came until 3PM lah, and didnt want to say what they were doing earlier on!

Anyway, food was rather nice but a little too expensive. The whole place was really filled with our NOISE, but was really really fun. We stayed for about 1-2 hours before heading home. The girls had their bf's accompany (i suppose), and the guys didnt feel like going anywhere.

Will post the group pic soon.

the BEAUTIFUL girl. happy hor? :P

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HAPPY NEW YEAR

ALL THE BEST FOR THE UPCOMING YEAR, MY FRIENDS!

ENJOY :)

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