happy birthday. to me.

Happy birthday, Shawn Lee.

This week. Almost whole of this week, i'm out, so much thanks to the yet-not-much-but-much-much-appreciated bunch of friends.

Let me start off by a birthday speech, machiam those ministers' one. Gonna be words and no photos first huh. Heh. This year's birthday celebrations are very special. It's gonna be one of the well-remembered events in my life, deeply carved into my heart, i'm serious. Many surprising and unexperienced events.

My wishes this year.
- I wish all myself, my friends and my families to be of the best of health. Nothing is more important than their health, i believe.
- I wish i could proceed smoothly and be successful in terms of my career and my studies.
- I wish.. (A SECRET :D)

I don't know why i felt very different this year, can't explain what is happening, but definitely feeling touched and appreciated. This year, i actually asked some of my friends not to buy any presents before coming for the dinners. Yeah, i asked them NOT to. I'm quite surprised by my decision, but still decided to do so. First, i think i'm a quite fortunate and pampered kid, without quite lacking of any material needs/wants at the moment. I knew they'd have a hard time picking any suitable ones. And i'm quite picky fussy-wussy person, so it would be hard to find one that i like perfectly. Last, i somehow knew everyone is broke, so decided not to.

I could still remember how much i wanted wishes and presents in the past. I'll be upset if you've forgotten them man! But not having much desire for them already. I realised that everyone is busy with their own life and activities, who would give a shit about you! Unless you are very very close friends. No, not complaining, but trying to make a point that you could even forget your close friends' birthday because of your tight schedule. If i say i'm not disappointed with some of them, i'd be lying. But putting myself in their shoes, i'm not blaming any one of them, really, especially Weili who specially called me saying he's guilty of forgetting. How can i blame you? I love you one lor. LOL. Belated wishes are still fine, at least you make an effort to. :)

These few days, i'm quite worn out because of all the after-work outings practically everyday from tues to fri. But, i've been constantly thinking, i'm quite a changed person recently. Then, i realised all that no-presents-for-birthday thinking was probably due to the fact i'm enlisting soon. Why? Because i just want more gatherings with my friends. I know it's not like i'm gonna go to hell soon, but i don't know, i guessed it'd would even harder to ask them out in future. People's gonna be EVEN BUSIER, no one's gonna give a damn 'bout you! So i'd cherish their presence rather than their presents.

By the way, my birthday is on the 29th of July. Purposely make it big, so you can remember! Don't tell me you thought was this date and that date again ah! Haha, joking! Last, i'd like to thank ALL THE PEOPLE who either wished me, shook my hands telling me "Happy Birthday", sang me a birthday song, wrote me a comment on Friendster or Facebook, sms-ed me, had dinner with me or even wished me secretly, I really seriously appreciate it deeply from the bottom of my heart all the way to the top of my heart. Okay, not funny. But it's really okay if you didn't wished me or even didn't know, you're forgiven.

Thanks thanks thanks to all you-know-who. I'm really happy, and all the presents i received this year are great and best - Memories. Since we're all so happy, presenting to you..


the 滿足脸 (satisfied face) picture. I was a pageboy for my aunt's wedding. Weili is sure to like this! He always claim that my smile looked very satisfied in here. He came to my house few years ago, I was playing the computer. He was very quiet, i started looking around for him. Then i found him trying to take a photo of this, wanting to expose this to everyone! Now you're happy, i decided to share this with everyone! Haha!

Last last last. I'd like to dedicate these 2 songs to myself, I'm Yours by Jason Mraz. It's really nice and has a catchy tempo. Always make me happy when i listen. And also 祝我生日快乐 by 溫嵐, i know it's an emo one, but i still like this. :)